Langxi's Atelier

Humble Beginnings

Greetings! This is my first blog post. Since it is the first ever post, I'll introduce myself and go over what I will discuss: I am Langxi, a name given to me by my dear friend. It means "bright hope", a symbol of me being a beacon of light for others! I am 18, Vietnamese-Cambodian American, bisexual and happily taken. I use he/him pronouns and identify as masculine non-binary, do not use they/them on me.

I will be posting about life updates, rants, philosophy, music, and my creations (art, fashion, editing, writing, etc.) Expect this blog to be drama-free as I'm only putting my time and energy into what I believe matters the most... and drama isn't one of them! I block people, but I do dislike when people block evade me, obsessed much?

That's about it for my introduction. On the topic of blocking, I find the topic of moving on to be incredibly important. Moving on is one of the best life functions you need to learn to mature. Those who are stuck in the past can't live in the present and thus make their future. Admittedly, learning how to move on is one of the hardest lessons I had to learn by myself. But if I hadn't moved on through accepting my flaws and failures, I wouldn't have been able to learn from them and change for the better. I think everyone should learn how to move on or else they'll just repeat the same mistakes again until they eventually learn. And that the learning and growth process can take years with several relapses. That's fine, as long as your willpower to change is there.

This topic came up when I hung out with my boyfriend and his best friend! It was a fun night full of gaming and talking. I gave his best friend advice with my wisdom, which hopefully helped. His best friend is very charismatic and talented so I'm very grateful to meet him! The only downside about last night is that my boyfriend and I stayed up until 5 am... and had to stay home as a result. I think the day off is needed to catch up on schoolwork though. Did I mention yesterday was his birthday? He deserves to have an easy week. Although I couldn't visit him yesterday, I am visiting later this week to give him more birthday kisses!

A side rambling about CoE, my special interest: I wish I could go to the cafe collab and order the "Dawn" drink so BAD. It's the purple-red-orange gradient drink with Noriyuki on the straw. It closely resembles the background of Noriyuki's record when he is in his memories. It ties back into the night and day symbolism regarding Noriyuki and Hajime; Noriyuki is the night sky that makes the star, Hajime, shine brightly. They eventually get burned to death together, a symbol of the night sky fading into the burning sunset as its reign is over. I have analyzed this piece of symbolism a thousand times, but I can't help but to talk about it whenever I can. If you know me, you know that I LOVE Noriyuki and Hajime's relationship to death. I can recall every line and scene of them from memory.

I figured that I should share music somewhere in my posts, as I do know that people like my music taste. I have a couple of songs:

That's about it for my first blog post! Stay tuned for more if I remember to update this site with my ramblings. (..◜ᴗ◝..)